Welcome to my Blog Series
The place where it all happens to fall, is the place I want access too. The places we don’t seem to deem as relevant at the time, but as emotions fly — we grasp backwards to find the reasons why. When our world changed its trejector and how to find a path back to the peace we left there. Join me here for that journey.
Updates will be posted among the different sections of the total Blog Series. Adult only content Podcast coming soon.
- Pink (June 2, 2023)“When the words can’t express. How hard it could be. Giving more than she has for tomorrow. Just to share her smile.” written […]
- My Thoughts on May (May 31, 2023)My profile is now public on Facebook. I’m no longer going to hide my truest self (Autism/CPTSD/MDD/Tourette’s syndrome) from those in this wide […]
- You handsome Man (May 29, 2023)I used to look in the mirror and see nothing. Nothing good. Nothing more than ordinary. I used to wish upon a star […]
- Red (May 26, 2023)“At the center of it all – Blue is what she needed to keep a true flame. Shine brighter than any other day. […]
- Get out of your head ma’am (May 24, 2023)“Just go on and do it“ “Who care’s what they think“ “You’ve got this!” “Practice makes progress“ “This is just another step towards […]
- Deep Plum (May 22, 2023)“Staring out at what is so near in my future I can honestly say I didn’t see this coming. While we spend time […]
- Can you see? (May 19, 2023)I know she’s here You can smell the confindence Like a warm vanilla cupcake She’s a star lost in daylight Shining bright for […]
- Hot Pink (May 17, 2023)“To stand out, meant to accept what was in front of me. To want to feel beautiful in my own skin, meant I […]
- Summertime (May 15, 2023)As the flowers bloom I ponder my next fortune Memories taken, frame by frame Campfires and adventures Car rides and sing-a-longs Heartfelt movie […]
- Hardest Lesson to Learn (May 12, 2023)“Pushing away what seems ‘fun to do’ – To do the work no one else has to” was always step one. Now I […]
- Goodbye My Dear (May 10, 2023)Today I choose to start a new. Picked up my daily to do list and walked on. Found my way back to the […]
- Please Excuse My Self Care (May 8, 2023)All Cap. written by Just Rant Already
- Happily (May 5, 2023)Proud of who you are. So many hurdles thrown your way, again and again. Someone else’s sunshine – until it got hard. Giving […]
- Soul Sister Sings (May 3, 2023)I heard a whistle once – that gave me such a freight. I lost my train of thought. Left on read… Given more […]
- Thoughts on April (May 1, 2023)written by Just Rant Already
- Misplaced (April 28, 2023)I have taken my lumps – Given more than I could possibly take. I just want to leave it all better than I […]
- Scars, Stories (April 26, 2023)I lived once. Farther than I could have been today. Left alone in thought to ponder my future. Built up the traits I […]
- Chills (April 24, 2023)Today I see the end of an era. I will take up my new chapter with each lesson in mind. Be the me […]
- Heartfelt (April 21, 2023)I can remember talking out loud as a child. Not just to myself but the one’s who’d answer back. Those characters got me […]
- Comfortable (April 19, 2023)I was today years old, When I found a new view. Saw a glimpse of the rest of my life. A brand new […]
- Stuck (April 17, 2023)Please don’t test the thin sheet of ice – keeping the beast asleep. written by Just Rant Already
- Footloose (April 14, 2023)I’m too busy humming my own tune – while I dance to the next room. written by Just Rant Already
- Babe – I got me too (April 12, 2023)Sometimes you’ll see the world through someone else’s eyes. The way the wind blew your hair from side to side – the smile […]
- Daydreams (April 10, 2023)I’m on my way towards being more than comfortable with seeing others in the state they reside most in to sing at my […]
- If Only For Now (April 7, 2023)To be the ribbon on that typewriter. Seriously! To be able to tell the stories that turned the world upside down. Showing each […]
- I’m Still Standing (April 5, 2023)To watch the world change colors that were never meant to steal my shine, Grow like a choking vine. I feel the shift […]
- Always a Step Behind, Huh? (April 3, 2023)I’m forgetful and awkward. You shouldn’t talk to yourself that way. okay? No. I meant it. You’re a good person. I would know. […]
- Thoughts on March (March 31, 2023)Oh how another year can bring So many different things. Insight, loss – Just to name a few. I’ve got my eye set […]
- Goal Getter (March 29, 2023)You can’t be a giver with empty pockets. written by Just Rant Already
- Higher (March 27, 2023)With Love I spread my wings. written by Just Rant Already
- On. Purpose. (March 24, 2023)On most days I can converse with a squirrel. The patience of someone who’s been ignored most in life. My brain clicks to […]
- The Long Way Around (March 22, 2023)Take my word for it You deserve the life you work for No need to bicker and claw Grab at straws for comfort […]
- Ready, Set, Go (March 20, 2023)I’m not so sad to disappear but I just can’t stand for violence. I do what I can legally and legitimately. Sometimes things […]
- Them (March 17, 2023)You ever just take the moment you have to jumble down words that give you enough of a draft sketch to create a […]
- Today Old (March 15, 2023)When the world decides you need a break, It takes what you’ve asked for and gives abundantly. Pushes you to reevaluate your choices, […]
- Q&A (March 13, 2023)How has a failure, or apparent failure, set you up for later success? Well that’s over and done, Welcome out of retirement. John […]
- Missing Pages (March 10, 2023)It saddens me to report, Not really. This new job got me buzzin’ No time to sit and gum it up. Please forgive […]
- Last Year (March 8, 2023)I don’t know if my fingers can handle the amount of words needed to express the gratitude to those who’ve pushed me this […]
- Update on Podcast Launch Date (TBD)
- Almost All Of Me (March 6, 2023)written by Just Rant Already
- Tidbit of Information (March 3, 2023)As the days come to the end, Another decade spinning. I am left to ponder what I will accomplish next. No need for […]
- Thoughts on February (March 1, 2023)Clearing out the boxes, filled with other people’s bullshit – I have kept for many different reasons. I have found, I am the […]
- Don’t Forget The Clocks (February 27, 2023)The world will spin you like a top, so don’t forget to enjoy the time you have – with the one’s who matter […]
- Smile a Little for Me (February 24, 2023)Catch sunrises when you can. Watch the moonshine on your skin. Visit more than you don’t. Give a kiss on the cheek to […]
- Seedling (February 22, 2023)“Don’t forget, all flowers that bloom need water to do so.”
- Monetary (February 20, 2023)“When you start to count what you don’t have, you take away space from what you could.”
- Community (February 17, 2023)To think I’d of missed out on all of you — if not for the blogosphere.
- Self – Love (February 15, 2023)Don’t forget to smile because you can.
- Taking in the Flowers (February 13, 2023)Taking a bit of a break but will still be posting daily affirmations for the next two weeks. Again, I want to thank […]
- 27 Days (February 10, 2023)This time of year always bothers me. No because of the doom around the corner that is called Valentine’s Day. Of course not […]
- Inspiration (February 8, 2023)I am happy to oblige To pass on the baton Be who I am supposed to be Leave the teenage angst in the […]
- Friendly Reminder (February 6, 2023)No matter what the curve ball is You’re more than meets the eye To the moon and back You will always be surrounded […]
- For Reference (February 3, 2023)Be the reason, Be the sunshine, Be what it is that wakes you up in the morning. Give your best, Forgive yourself for […]
- Thoughts on January (February 1, 2023)Just so you know, I don’t pick the graphics on the days I blog; they are already here from last year. Call them […]
- Teenage Rage, Queen (January 30, 2023)written by Just Rant Already
- 93210 (January 27, 2023)Where was I … This chapter brings me to 18, sweet 2001. Well okay, maybe not quite 2001. 1999, Mr. Lee, you took […]
- Catching Up (January 25, 2023)As my shirt might read these days, In need of more caffeine. Giving my all to make a difference, One hauntingly beautiful soul […]
- 96039 (January 23, 2023)I truly thought I found myself here. Gave myself space to be happy with who I was walking away from. Starting out yet […]
- Life in Between (January 20, 2023)written by Just Rant Already
- My Song (January 18, 2023)Music has always been something that brought out feelings I buried. Not like I assumed I was the only one, just felt like […]
- BMW (January 16, 2023)Back to the storyline … A quick detour to a runaway shelter, volunteer admission of course, gaining insight into the court process of […]
- (January 13, 2023)No matter your given color, Every flower has the right to their story. written by Just Rant Already
- Just a Question (January 11, 2023)What does your inner critic specifically say? You’ll never meet that deadline. You’ve wasted your time, again. Trying so hard to fit in […]
- I hope you’re paying attention (January 9, 2023)If I had to write you a letter, this is how it would go: As I use this platform to catalog my journey, […]
- Don’t forget the day (January 6, 2023)I can see it all clear as day The memory of your smile in the haze I would give it all up for […]
- Teenage Angst (January 4, 2023)I can see it now You’ve found your niche Used up all your ideas Got the claps and high fives Now your stuck […]
- Thoughts on December (January 2, 2023)As the end of 2022 has came and went, I can count on one hand how many times I have had to take […]
- A New Beginnings End (December 30, 2022)If I could have a conversation with my 16 year old self: always lost in translation between my adhd and autistic self. Losing […]
- Blank Pages (December 28, 2022)As I stare out a window in my sophomore math class, the gleam of hope that Mr. Dean was, giving the morning announcements. […]
- From One to Another (December 26, 2022)One day you’ll see that all your energy had a purpose. A reason for existing within the realm of your fingertips. Pressing you […]
- Let’s start from the real beginning (December 23, 2022)This is my storyline. My perspective. If you can’t swallow that concept, you probably shouldn’t continue … You might think this is a […]
- Acknowledgement (December 21, 2022)I see the magic spark from her eyes Stories to tell and memories to make A journey never really ending, new adventures in […]
- Run on, sentences. With bad? punctuation! (December 19, 2022)[written November 22, 2022] Without these people in my daily routine. Without the community & solidarity radiating from these genuine humans. Being witness […]
- How the story always ends (December 16, 2022)[Let Her Go by Passenger] The key I choose to sing in always challenges my breath strength. I love hitting those ones. The […]
- A Forward for my Memoir (December 14, 2022)Trigger Warning: This one gets very personal about no contact with my father and a recent “reach out” he pulled on me due […]
- Give me a beat already (December 12, 2022)Written by Just Rant Already
- Too much (December 9, 2022)I have a feeling today will be no different. I will run around with something in my hand, while trying so much harder […]
- Trippin’ (December 7, 2022)“Pretty girl, let me get your name!” Well Sir, I am most certain you couldn’t pronounce it. That’s okay though, what can I […]
- F*** I am Tired (December 5, 2022)I am here to give what I have left to be “free” Change in my pocket No more energy in the wrong direction […]
- 6 Seasons and a Movie (December 2, 2022)I don’t think I could play myself in a tv show. What? I mean, I think I would overact. Redo the parts I […]
- Thoughts on November (November 30, 2022)I am so excited to announce, I have friends. Well in the way we make friend easiest these days, on the internet. Being […]
- Broken Record (November 28, 2022)Mirror, Mirror thrown to the floor. I don’t want to be the me you made me out to be anymore. I will take […]
- Just a bit twisted (November 25, 2022)Sunshine on a rainy day. The way his smile curls when he can’t look away. Cold day’s in June, so we can pound […]
- Making Amends (November 23, 2022)I will one day, look back to the many yesterday’s. The one’s I had to skip, and give up on in the end. […]
- If I had to choose. More of what you didn’t ask for. (November 21, 2022)If I had to choose; Today would be different. I’d look more presentable. I could give you more context if the date was […]
- Just me, Pondering (November 18, 2022)Some days I sit to ponder not much else to do but wonder What life would be like on my own island A […]
- The struggle is real (November 16, 2022)Hand in hand // I walk this line head down // eyes darting side to side I just need a sign // that […]
- Traveling (November 14, 2022)I could see through the trees Blinding light of gratitude Walked ahead to take a peak No need to find a beaten path […]
- Remembrance (November 11, 2022)Today I give my all, you did your best The cost of mental health Gave your life in exchange for a bigger chance […]
- Wake up Call (November 9, 2022)They don’t like me for what I see They don’t pay for my advice just want it all for free Thought I had […]
- Today Old (November 7, 2022)No such thing as an easy choice Someday you’ll have to choose between the love you have and the life you want Into […]
- My Thoughts on October (November 4, 2022)Happy beginnings to this next chapter in our lives. Working towards affirming my hard copy printing development of Just Rant Already. I am […]
- Grifter (November 2, 2022)somedays I feel like I am drowning between my own fears many more miles of discomfort to go in the way I choose […]
- Dream a little (October 31, 2022)Don’t stop what you’re doing // give it a go You are worth more than you’ll ever know The story told after you’ve […]
- Your Best (October 28, 2022)Come away with me Feel the breeze Giving off that “come get me” vibe I am happy to oblige Show my hand transparency […]
- Help (October 26, 2022)Happy to help, this is the real me Don’t mind me, just trying to find a different way One day you’ll see, I […]
- Giving back (October 24, 2022)I have a secret I could never sell Close to my heart or maybe its a stain a reminder of the should have’s […]
- Rescue Me (October 21, 2022)When you look at me What is it you see? The hairdo, tattoos, resting bitch face The dress, lulu roe, or kicks The […]
- Patterns (October 19, 2022)Here’s the truth Your path is above the smog Living a life of privilege, little to no fragility The world could crush below […]
- Fall to Spring (October 17, 2022)Changes are things to pay attention to With the fall breeze comes the colors New growth breeds in spring Proving that though we […]
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