Again, Why? (April 3, 2024)

Hi,

Today is a bit different. I am just going to write it down. Let you all know what’s really on my mind. Have you ever had the chance to change your purpose? Given more than one natural talent? The chance to move from one stagnate position to one you’d never thought you could stomach? I could have that opportunity if I could get over this one hill. The hill I might die on if I don’t get moving.

I have a pretty new busking bag. Carries all of my stuff in one convenient keyboard soft case. The bench seat and all. I can’t wait to get out and about. Bring myself to take a breath, set up, and just sing. I know my audience is there. I know it’s worth the smiling faces. The appreciation for the good oldies. I just can’t do it. I can’t bring myself to set up and see what they see. A level of expectation needed to be the best I can be.

Cross your fingers and say a prayer. Give me a little more strength to see my full worth.