Category: childhood trauma
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Congratulations (December 1, 2023)
You made it! You’re here! We are surely almost done; I swear. The highs, The lows, and The long roads were all leading to this. Even with a few shorter falls than last time around. From holding your breath, To creating boundaries beyond your imagination. I am just too excited, It’s almost here – A…
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Thankful (November 24, 2023)
Let me take a moment to spread the love I feel each day The way they drive me crazy Giggling the next The light in my eye The choices I have had to make Just to make it this far Lifting up those around me Wallflower to say the least I don’t need to fit…
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Reality or Reason (November 17, 2023)
(written November 13, 2015) I wish I could take a break From all of this…Breath.Find a good reason not to pack up and find more opportunities in a new place. New people. New adventures….Maybe it is really time to look at the long game and see what really stacks up…Reality or Reason
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Cleaning Spree (October 27, 2023)
Every three to five weeksI have a few days where I go on autopilot.A few days before every three to five weeksI CANT COMPUTE.I CANT MAINTAIN A CONVERSATION.I PLAN ALL MY MEETINGSON THE SAME DAYA FULL WEEK BEFOREBECAUSE …A few days before every three to five weeks –I’m forced to mask. To sit in a…
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Break time (October 16, 2023)
Cheers to this year We all need breaks Just taking the next two weeks Time enough to clean out the gunk The stuff riding in on someone else’s sole Things no one asked for
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Spooky (October 13, 2023)
Tis the season to jump in terror at the sight of what could be. To treat the ones you love with something as sweet as they are. Instead think of the things you could solve with facing your fears. Build a space to call your own. Breakout of your shell and make a move. Jump…
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Big decisions (October 9, 2023)
Red or white Black or blue I don’t really care When love blinds you, They all look the same with out you. Dull and plain Cold and distant Your love breaths life into the colors I seek, When the sad days creep in on our happiness. You’re my rock, Worth the growing pains. The easiest…
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Just another day (October 6, 2023)
When you’re life as a hobbyist doesn’t work for you, improvise. Self care is a must- so, sit back and relax as I give you one of my first adulting life hacks as an Audhd adult in 2023 – The bare minimum is still the hardest thing I can do when my life has a…
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Overreaching (October 2, 2023)
When the gavel falls Peace finds me Someone else is listening Hearing the words of the small souls at stake Finally some clarity Hidden by the broad shoulders Thank my ancestors for that man Support from the gallery In person and spirit The energy has shifted May it be forever in their favor My stars,…
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Daydreaming (September 29, 2023)
If I were a billionaire I’d give the ones who need it more than me Pay off the debts so my children won’t have to Start a non profit that builds tiny homes Give them a home then an unhoused person Turn around and do it again Repurposed materials give each their own picturesque coming…
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9/10/2018 (September 25, 2023)
“When you speak your mind… Stupidity only follows if you allow it out of its cage…One day you’ll see…That love is never what it seems…To kiss your face and watch you dream…I’d give a night of sleep to be there when you catch yours…To love beyond yourself is the goal…Not many achieve it so… you…
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A Message to Birdy (September 22, 2023)
I see you. ♥️ I think I always have. In that, our energy’s have met before. I think I love the broken parts of you How you seem to pick them up, one by one with the perfect mix of grace & rage the same as the earth does when a flower blooms. Then there…
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Little Girl (September 18, 2023)
Adulting should be a 23+ minimum requirement.2+ years required experience in “common sense” certified. Little girl, he’s bronze at best. I’m Gucci on my own.Little girl, he was ALL you’re 8 years ago. Yeah, you do the math.Little girl, I didn’t fight over him then – I damn sure ain’t fighting over him now.See your…
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Snakes (September 15, 2023)
“One lie after anotherand all I can do is feel pityfor the woman I was.The one I’ve gladly left behind, lost even.To never be again.There’s no rhyme or reasonto ever state: “She’s a drunk and I don’t have any association with her anymore”when public record would prove the opposite.When the world don’t want to participate…
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To remember (September 11, 2023)
Just remember them. The way they were. The life they could have had. The storms they missed. Just remember them. written by Just Rant Already